journalofbehavioralfinance

Part 3? 4?
# privation

Temptations

Henny

After the leaving the house I headed to the club to run security checks and check inventory before we opened... Vera hates that I work here because sometimes it keeps me out a little late but I manage this club and it brings in a little over 1mil a month... That's with drug sells of course... But it's nothing that Vera has to worry about because I'm protected by my boss phantom... It's been two years since Vera nearly died on me it was the happiest moment I ever had in years.... But it became hell shortly after.... Vera would scream cry wake up punching and scratching me... Do you know what it's like to have someone you love hurting so bad and there is nothing you can truly do... That was me it hurt me to the core to see her like that for 2 years she hasn't come out the house... She wouldn't hold our son for months the first time she ever held him was when he was 6 months old... The way I use to touch her I can't touch her in that way anymore... Damn i can't club evening dresses even make her feel sexy beautiful or wanted anymore? we just started being able to kiss each other maybe a month ago... And then 2 months ago... We had sex once... She cried so hard but I didn't even last long... It's been years so I came quick... I was happy I did only because this no sex thing was taking its toll on me... But after that nut I guess I can wait another year ahahaha... Besides I love her and I'd do anything for that girl...brought her ring a year ago and after she see's medicus I hope she says yes... Apart of me is afraid to ask her now for the fear of hearing the words I can't... Crazy right? Yeah I know..

"What you doing here?"

(Railey) "I work the bar at 4... It's 3:20 I have to set up"

"I thought I told you to come in 3:45... And what are you wearing"

(Railey) "just a little dress gotta get some good afternoon? tips you don't like it"

She bent down in front of me to pick up a crate... No Panties just exposing her pussy to me... Nah... Won't do it....

"Inappropriate... I'm your boss... Change or I'll call someone else to do the shift"

(Railey) "I can see the bulge in your pants damn... Come on just a little taste"

"Stop playing....do you like your job?"

(Railey) "my only job is having you in my mouth"

"That's it get out... You're fired"

(Railey) "what! Seriously! Please I'm sorry it won't happen again I'm just ... I'm going through a really bad breakup I haven't had sex in months ! Please forgive me!! I swear I promise I really need this job,!"

"Change. And if this happens again I won't give you another chance you're done fired that's a promise"

(Railey) "thank you thank you!"